Wednesday, February 02, 2000
me, myself and i
Well, It's now February and I don't have any more of a clue whats going on with my life then I did in December. I'm not working as much at work and am looking for a 2nd job. I contemplated moving home next week but I have to pay rent here anyways so I might as well stay.
I'm not shooting my film in 3 weeks as I planned, I pushed it back to May. I really don't know what it is I want to say and I haven't been inspired enough to finish the script. I sit around the house with nothing to do and I'm not even writing. How pathetic!
I need to edit a demo reel and finish working on my resume. If I didn't tell you in person, I will tell you now. I graduated. So now I have a piece of paper that says I'm smart, but I still don't have a clue what's going on. Ah well.
I've been taking my friend Rita out around Grand Rapids, teaching her how to use a manual camera. I think she might want to study photography, so the fact that I was the initial one to show her what's what is really cool to me. She's not been excited about anything in a long time and she's really excited about taking pictures. I really don't know too much about still photography, but I guess knowing enough about film is good enough because she hasn't noticed that I'm talking out of my ass yet. But photography and film are the same thing, so it's all good. Plus I get to hang out with her and she's so much fun that it makes me really happy.
Edgar and I took a walk down the now closed S-Curve part of the freeway. It was pretty funny. We actually recorded audio of it, so we have audio along with still photos. There's a big unhappy face billboard and i made an uphappy face in front of it and he took a photo. I should scan the pics and send them with you guys. But i will attach a photo my friend Erin took of me, wearing the flashy hat that I bought at Epcot center on new years day.
I've been kinda depressed because I haven't been working, but I might have something lined up at the local NBC station if I play my card right. I just feel like a waste of life with nothing to do. I work like twice a week. It's pretty sad. I'm so broke...
I just want to move to Chicago NOW. We're going to Chicago every weekend in March almost, to shoot a Edgar Blair's new film. (thats NOT the Edgar I live with) I want to move to chicago, did I say that yet? Everytime I visit Chicago I get filled with a zest for life. AHHHHHHH. Okay. I'm allright, I'll get there eventually.
I'm not shooting my film in 3 weeks as I planned, I pushed it back to May. I really don't know what it is I want to say and I haven't been inspired enough to finish the script. I sit around the house with nothing to do and I'm not even writing. How pathetic!
I need to edit a demo reel and finish working on my resume. If I didn't tell you in person, I will tell you now. I graduated. So now I have a piece of paper that says I'm smart, but I still don't have a clue what's going on. Ah well.
I've been taking my friend Rita out around Grand Rapids, teaching her how to use a manual camera. I think she might want to study photography, so the fact that I was the initial one to show her what's what is really cool to me. She's not been excited about anything in a long time and she's really excited about taking pictures. I really don't know too much about still photography, but I guess knowing enough about film is good enough because she hasn't noticed that I'm talking out of my ass yet. But photography and film are the same thing, so it's all good. Plus I get to hang out with her and she's so much fun that it makes me really happy.
Edgar and I took a walk down the now closed S-Curve part of the freeway. It was pretty funny. We actually recorded audio of it, so we have audio along with still photos. There's a big unhappy face billboard and i made an uphappy face in front of it and he took a photo. I should scan the pics and send them with you guys. But i will attach a photo my friend Erin took of me, wearing the flashy hat that I bought at Epcot center on new years day.
I've been kinda depressed because I haven't been working, but I might have something lined up at the local NBC station if I play my card right. I just feel like a waste of life with nothing to do. I work like twice a week. It's pretty sad. I'm so broke...
I just want to move to Chicago NOW. We're going to Chicago every weekend in March almost, to shoot a Edgar Blair's new film. (thats NOT the Edgar I live with) I want to move to chicago, did I say that yet? Everytime I visit Chicago I get filled with a zest for life. AHHHHHHH. Okay. I'm allright, I'll get there eventually.
