Saturday, May 12, 2001
hit the road, dan
I think I'm about to boil over. Working 2 jobs that have nothing to do with what I studied in college is really bothering me. Leaving to LA to work in film won't help because then I'll be upset that i'm working hard and not paying off my debts, at least now I don't pay rent and all I have as a new bill is my car payment.
so I took 3 weeks off to work on a film in pennsylvania and it fell thru, so I am hiding out from my jobs pretending i am out of town, which gives me some time to work out some personal stuff, learn some new computer programs and focus on figuring out what I really need to make myself happy.
On monday I am getting in my car with a notebook and an audio recorder taking the $120 I have left (my bills are all paid thru june) and driving until I can sort some stuff out by taking out all the other things in life (friends, family, work) and seeing what I have when I am alone.
[Read the update here]
so I took 3 weeks off to work on a film in pennsylvania and it fell thru, so I am hiding out from my jobs pretending i am out of town, which gives me some time to work out some personal stuff, learn some new computer programs and focus on figuring out what I really need to make myself happy.
On monday I am getting in my car with a notebook and an audio recorder taking the $120 I have left (my bills are all paid thru june) and driving until I can sort some stuff out by taking out all the other things in life (friends, family, work) and seeing what I have when I am alone.
[Read the update here]
